Sunday, March 22, 2015

I'm back!!!

It's been a while since I've posted on here. About 2 years and a few months which is quite a long time. I'm back now because I feel that I can better utilise a blog now than posting a censored post on FB or Twitter. 

It also took me a week to figure out what my password was to this page but here I am after struggling with memory lapse finally got through. 

Well here is my attempt to share some bits of my daily life as a diary entry rather than holding it all in... I attempted to keep a physical diary but my last post was at February 16th. I don't think I can keep up with completing such each day so here is hoping my documentation online won't be as much of a failure. And just from writing that I'm getting tired already and even rethinking why am I even bothering. But well it's filling in the void of having to constantly be online and updating what I'm up to so people can see I'm actually getting out there instead of being lazy at home. 

Friday, August 17, 2012

Meryls' Luck !






I don’t own the Truman Show. This is an alternative imaginative ending based around the original story. 

Hannah who plays Meryl realises she is pregnant after Truman leaves the show. She is upset and does not know what to do. Read on for what Christoff has in plan for Hannah and her unborn baby.
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“Why don't I make you some of this new Mococoa Drink?
All natural.
Cocoa beans from the upper slopes of Mount Nicaragua.
No artificial sweeteners!”
    
Truman looks at Meryl, “What the hell are you talking about?”

Truman backs Meryl around the room.

“What the hell has that got to do with anything? Tell me what's happening?”

Meryl freaks out and for a second she forgets her lines. Luckily, she regains her memory.

She blurts out, “Let’s have a baby!”

There was an awkward silence in the room before Truman could mutter another word.

“What? Where is this coming from?”

Meryl stood in the kitchen blanked out and lost for words.

She starts to think; think back to when she first started the show. She remembers that her family are struggling to get by each day. She remembers why she moved to Hollywood in the first place. She remembers the reasons why she decided to be “Meryl”.

What if Truman agrees to have a baby with me? What am I gonna do then?
What about MY family? What about MY future?

Truman is dumbfounded by this unexpected question from Meryl. He was too busy thinking about the reason why Meryl was acting suspiciously before that he didn’t see this coming.

“C’mon Truman, what’s stopping you?”

She makes her way over to him. She had been rehearsing and preparing for this scene for a very long time, and now it is finally here.

She reaches over for Trumans’ hands and pulls him closer to her. She leans over and says in a soft tone, “My darling Tru, I know you love me and you know I love you too, but I think it is time for us to start a real family now.”

Without hesitation, Truman pushes Meryl away.

“I don’t want to be stuck here in Seahaven forever Meryl! I want to travel; see the world; see new things; meet new people. Heck Meryl I wanna drive over a full bridge. Let’s leave this place! We’ll find a crew ship or we’ll just show up at the airport and go where ever we want.”

“No Truman! We already agreed that this will be the place for us. This will be the place that our children are going to grow up in.”

Truman glances over in Meryls’ direction. She was upset and was starting to tear up; he could see how much this baby really means to Meryl. Being the good actress that Hannah is, she was able to convince Truman to rid of his wild fascinations and he decides to settle for Seahaven.

That night, as Seahaven sleeps; they made love to one another. That night as the world watches on, Meryl got her wish while Hannah was stripped of her freedom and the right to her own future.

Business was back to normal the next day and this continued on for a while. For about one month, things were quiet for Seahaven. 
Truman was his old self always with the expected “Good morning … and in case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and good night” 
until the day that he comes across Laurens’ picture.

This brought back memories for Truman as he thinks back about what she had said the last time he saw her.

“I am not allowed to talk to you.” whispered Lauren.

Truman thinks to himself.
Why would she say that?

When darkness came, Truman escapes to the beach to clear his mind. Memories of Lauren came flooding back. Each wave that hits the shore became a painful reminder to Truman of the day that he lost his father at sea. With each wave, he became more certain that he will have to leave Seahaven in order to overcome his fears of the water. With that thought, he makes his way to a nearby dingy and starts to venture on his quest to leave Seahaven.

Meanwhile back home, Meryl is feeling nauseous and is taken to the hospital by Marlon. Christoff is unaware of this as all his attention is now focused on Truman who is half way across the studio.

The boat hits the wall, Truman is gobsmacked. He slowly makes his way to the front of the mast where it had pierced the perfect blue-skied wall that faced him. Baffled by what he is seeing, Truman is shocked as mixed emotions rush through his head.

Is this why Meryl was acting weird earlier on? Is this why Lauren said she couldn’t talk to me?

Truman walks up the stairs. Just before he opens the door, Christoff speaks from his Sun room. His voice echoes across the studio. 

“Truman...my son... Please don’t go!”

With a puzzled look, Truman turns around and asks, “Who are you?”

“I am your father”, exclaimed the voice.

“My father? My father was lost at sea... So who are you?”

Silence filled the studio as Christoff took time to answer,
“... I am the creator of this show! This studio and this world is what I created, all for you.”

“Truman there are a million people out there in the world who have looked up to you, and have invited you into their homes every single day of your life. Do you really want to disappoint them?”

Truman grins and he says, “I’m sorry to be a big disappointment to you FATHER!”

He takes a bow and with his final performance he says, “… in case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and good night.”

With that last take, Truman turns his back to the Christoff and the world and exits the show.
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Back in Seahaven, Hannah undergoes medical tests and discovered that she was now one month pregnant. With Truman gone, she is unsure of what to do with this baby. Tears start to stream down her face. She felt the disappointment of her family; the disappointment in herself.

Why did I sign up for this?

Hannah is devastated. She is not ready for a baby. She left her home and her family to pursue a career in acting and look at where her acting has led her.

Christoff enters the room, he has heard of the news and he can sense a court case coming his way. There it was, right in front of him was the consequence of his actions. While he contemplates the events which have just occurred; the star of his show gone and an unwanted pregnancy in his hands, he reveals another master plan for the world.

“Hannah!”, she glances over to Christoff, “Yes boss?”
“I have another plan. Do not fear, I have this under control. First we will have to agree on something first. How do you feel about a life time contract with the Studio?”

Hannah who plays Meryl is puzzled but she plays along. “What do you mean?”

“Your unborn baby will be the star of our next show. It will be the ultimate reality show that the world has ever seen and trust me, this time nothing will go wrong. Hannah it is your time to shine.”

It didn’t take long for Hannah to think about Christoffs’ offer. This contract would mean the world to her, her unborn baby and her family. She will never have to find another job. She is the only Meryl; the only one there ever will be. No one else can take her place. For a minute or so later, Meryl agrees to what Christoff has planned. She reaches over into her bag and pulls out a Mococoa Drink, places it next to her stomach, smiles and enthusiastically says “Mococoa Drink. The best drink for moments like these.”

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Fan Fic - Christine

Fanfiction



Unbreakable


(Based it around the movie The Note Book.)
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It’s already been one month since Ally was admitted into hospital.

Ally's memories 
of the person she loved most were were slowly starting to fade away
She was trying to keep it a secret to Noah, but she just could not tolerate the thought of losing the memories of her one true love.I will never forget him, she thought to herself... I loved, love, and will love her only man Noah. She promised to herself that she’ll never forget him for as long as she can and she wrote down his name on her palm in very small print, 'love Noah......'

Noah came 
into the room.
He had just met Ally's doctor. His eyes were red with tears rolling down his eyes but he tried his best to make a smile in front of Ally.
During the consultation with her doctor, Ally couldn’t bear the thought of losing her love but all the negative thoughts vanished into thin air when she saw Noah's face.





Like they had promised, Noah was reading a book for Ally.
Even though he had read the whole book to her 12 times, he always pretended that to her that every reading was his first.
A
s he approached the end of the book slip, Noah thought to himself, 'After I read the next chapter, as always, Ally will end up in tears. '

Ready as always, Noah held a small white handkerchief in his hand for Ally.
When the book finished, Noah held the white handkerchief to wipe Ally’s  tears, and as always Noah was holding Ally's hand.

A quiet knock at the door broke the silence. It was a nurse asking for Noah to go see the doctor.
Noah couldn’t help but feel anxious as to what news the doctor had for him but he reassured Ally that everything was going to be alright before he left for the door.
He stopped in front of the doctor’s roomlet out deep breath and knocked quietly on the door.

"Excuse me."
"Come on in." The doctor replied.

Ally's doctor, Henry offered for Noah to sit down.

"Have a cup of tea and please listen carefully to what I have to say.”

A hundred thoughts started rushing through Noah’s mind at that instant. He tried to keep his hands holding the teacup still but he couldn’t stop the trembling. To his dismay, the grave news soon followed.

"I know this is going to be hard for you but as a doctor I thought it was best to let you know the news as soon as I couldI know that this is going to be hard to accept, so I want you to take it in slowly."
"1 hour ago, I received the final test results of Ally's conditionFrom what I can see here, she mayonly have three more days left…"

Clang! The teacup shattered across the floor. Henry stopped talking and looked at Noah for a moment. Noah’s eyes were shaking with horror and disbelief.

"Three days?"
"There’s got to be some kind of mistake. How can she only have three days?"

Noah's eyes were becoming redder, and eventually he could not hold the tears in any longer.

"Yes I'm really sorry"

Noah slowly got up from his seat and left the room without saying another word.

Noah walked blankly across the corridor and he reached Ally's room. He looked into a small window on the door. Ally was writing something with serious face.

He didn't know what to say to her, let alone how to say it or when.
He could only stare at the beautiful face of his lover while a feeling of emptiness swooped over him. He just could not find the right way.
Hdecided to wipe his tears and he entered the room, putting on his brightest face for Ally.





Ally couldn’t help but notice something was wrong. Many thoughts crossed her mind and she couldn’t shake off that dire feeling. It was quite a while before Ally finally fell asleep on her bed.
Noah fixed his eyes on Ally as she fell asleep. As he looked at her he couldn’t help but notice a small writing carefully written on her hand.
'Love Noah......'

Noah started shedding tears again. Afraid that he’ll wake Ally up, he got up quietly and left the room.
After crying for a long time, the shocking news the doctor had provided him jumped into his mind.
He thought of what he could do with the 72 hours he was allowed to spend with Ally. So many things he wanted to do… But the time given to him was too limited.






The first of the three days given to Noah and Ally.

It was early morning. Noah and Ally were outside enjoying the refreshing morning air and as always Noah had his book prepared in his hands.

"Ally, shall we read the book outside today? We can’t afford to miss this great weather."
"Outside? Sure Noah, I've been feeling a little stuffy staying in the ward all the time."

Ally’s footsteps were heavy but she didn’t lose her smile for Noah.
They strolled around the hospital until they managed to find a bench with a good view of the lake that surrounded the place.
Time flew by as they read the book together as usual and talked about each other. On this occasion, Ally felt as though something similar had happened before.

"Noah, it feels like I’ve experienced something like this before. The warm sun, the beautiful view in front of us and the small talk we’re making."

Noah smiled and looked at Ally but he did not say anything. With a happy yet worried look on his face, he slowly opened his mouth. 

"Ally, yesterday... I met Henry."
"He told me that you were well enough to return home now."

"Is it really true?" Ally replied with a worried face.

She was surprised by the news. She was expecting something completely different and she just couldn’t believe her ears.

She looked at Noah with a distrustful look but all she got back was his soothing smile.
  
Ally returned to her room later that afternoon. She was packing her bags with a bright face. She was excited already thinking that she was finally able to go home.

During that time, Noah went to visit Henry in his office.

"Henry, I’m going to take Ally home. You’re not going to stop me."
"I don't want to spend the rest of our time left in this hospital and if she knew, I’m sure she’d want the same thing."

Henry was shocked at Noah’s abrupt notice but before he got the chance to say anything Noah closed the door behind him and left.





The second of the three days given to Noah and Ally.

The next morning, Noah and Ally were busier than usual. They left the hospital in a joyous mood and headed towards their home in Noah’s car. Ally couldn’t stop smiling but Noah was driving home with a heavy heart.

"Ally, we’re getting close to home. It’s the red brick house over there”

Ally had no idea that this was actually her home as well. Ally and Noah shared lives together in this place although now she couldn’t remember anything about it.

After they arrived, Noah began showing her the house.

"I'm sorry Ally, I was at the hospital most of the time so I didn’t really have time to clean up the house."
"Oops! I forgot to change the water in your favorite vase."

Noah showed her around the house and Ally felt thankful to Noah for his generosity, not being able to realize that she had also lived here for a very long time.

After the little tour was complete, Noah noticed that Ally was beginning to look tired.

"Ally, why don’t you go lie down for a bit while I clean the house and have dinner ready."

"I’m not a great cook but I’m sure you’ll like my cooking." He smiled warmly at her.

Noah became busy. He started cleaning up the mess and at the same time started to cook.
Fortunately, he had made arrangements last night and had all the ingredients ready. He was going to make Ally’s favorite, his homemade carrot cake.

Dim romantic lighting, a clean white table and a bottle of wine that they enjoyed together.
Noah had put in a lot of effort into preparing everything.

"Wow Noah, it's… It's perfect!"
"I would have never imagined anything like this. Thank you so much."

Ally was moved by Noah’s efforts.

The two sat on the table staring into each other’s eyes. It was one of the most perfect moments they had shared together.

"Ally, this is your favorite carrot cake."
"I know it doesn’t look very tempting but I’m sure you’ll like the taste."

The taste was very familiar. She didn’t know why but a tear started trickling down her cheek as she finished the last bite.

When their romantic dinner was finally over, the time had already reached midnight.
They both were very tired and Noah escorted Ally into the bedroom.

They laid there together. Noah’s arms wrapped around Ally, they hugged each other without saying anything.

After a long silence, Noah was the first to talk.
"Ally, I’m going to make a promise. You are the most important person to me and when the time comes for you to leave this world, I will follow you."
"I’ll never leave you on your own. I’ll always be with you."
"I love you."

Ally felt reassured listening to his words. She closed her eyes calmly and soon fell asleep. Noah took one last look at Ally’s beautiful face and he also fell into a deep sleep.





The third day finally came. The birds were busy singing and the sun was slowly rising but Noah and Ally were already in their eternal slumber.

Noah had kept his promise. Maybe the gods answered Noah’s prayers. Or maybe, it was the power of the unbreakable bond between Ally and Noah.



-The end-
                    


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Fan Fic - Rosina

Hey guys, sorry for the very late post but this is my Fanfic Draft. It is based around the movie - Truman Show. Enjoy and any feedback is welcomed. :)
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“Why don't I make you some of this new Mococoa Drink? All natural. Cocoa beans from the upper slopes of Mount Nicaragua. No artificial sweeteners!”
    
Truman looks at Meryl, “What the hell are you talking about?”

Truman rises from the table and backs Meryl around the room.

“What the hell has that got to do with anything? Tell me what's happening?”

Meryl freaks out and for a second she forgets her lines. Luckily, she regains her memory.

“Lets have a baby!”

“What? Where is this coming from?”
Meryl thinks back to when she first started the show. She remembers the contract that she signed with Christoff. She remembers that her family are struggling to get by each day. She remembers why she moved to Hollywood in the first place. She remembers the reasons why she signed the contract.

What if Truman agrees to have a baby with me? What am I gonna do then?
What about MY family? What about MY future?

Truman is dumbfounded by this unexpected question from Meryl, he was too busy thinking about the reason why Meryl was acting suspiciously before that he didn’t see this coming.

Can things get weirder than this now that Meryl is asking for a baby?

“C’mon Truman, what’s stopping you?”

She makes her way over to him. She had been rehearsing and preparing for this scene for a very long time. And now its finally here.

“My darling Tru, I know you love me and you know I love you too. I think it is time for us to really start a family now.”
“But Meryl I want to travel. See the world. See news things, see new people, new roads, new neighbours. Heck Meryl I wanna drive over a full bridge. I don’t want to be stuck here in Seahaven forever.“
“Let’s leave this place, we’ll find a crew ship or we’ll just show up at the airport and go where ever we want to go.”
“No Truman! We already agreed that this will be the place for us, that our children are going to grow up here.”

Truman can see in Meryls’ eyes that this is what she really wants. Being the good actress that Meryl is, she was able to convince Truman to rid of his wild fascinations and he decides to settle for Seahaven.
That night, as the world watches on, they made love to one another. That night as the world watches on,  Meryl was stripped of her freedom stripped of her right to her own future.

Business was back to normal the next day and this continued on for a while. For about one month, things were quiet for Seahaven and for the world. Until one day Truman comes across Laurens’ picture in his basement. He thinks back about what she had said the last time he saw her.

“I am not allowed to talk to you.”

Why would she say that?

When darkness came, Truman escapes to the beach to clear his head. Memories of Lauren came flooding back and his plans of wanting to go for an adventure start again. He decides to leave Seahaven; he decides to overcome his fears of the water. He decides to leave for good.
Meanwhile back home, Meryl starts to feel unwell and is taken to the hospital by Marlon. Christoff is unaware of this as all his attention is now focussed on Truman who is half way across the studio.
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The boat hits the wall, Truman is gobsmacked. He slowly makes his way to the front of the mast where it had pierced the perfect blue skied wall that faced him. Baffled by what he is seeing, Truman is shocked as mixed emotions rush through his head.

Is this why Meryl was acting weird earlier on? Is this why Lauren said she couldn’t talk to me?

Truman walks up the stairs. Just before he opens the door, Christoff speaks from his Sun room. His voice echoes across the studio. 

“Truman...my son... Please don’t go!”

“Who are you?”

“I am your father”, exclaimed the voice.

“My father? My father was lost at sea... oh wait I have no father at all... So who are you?”

“I am the creator of this show, this studio and this world is what I created, all for you.”

“Truman there are a million people out there in the world who have looked up to you and have invited you into their homes every single day of your life. Do you really want to disappoint them?”

“Me? Disappoint them? How dare you talk to me about disappointing others?”

With that last take, Truman turns his back to the hidden cameras and exits the show.

Meanwhile back in Seahaven Meryl undergoes medical tests and discovered that she was now one month pregnant. With Truman now gone, she is unsure of what to do with this baby. Tears start to stream down her face. She felt the disappointment of her family; the disappointment in herself.

Why did I sign up for this?

Meryl is devastated. The last thing she wanted was a baby. She left her home and her family to pursue a career in acting and look at where her acting has led her.

Christoff enters the room, he has heard of the news and he can sense a court case coming his way. There it was, right in front of him was the consequene of his actions. While he contemplates the events which have just occurred; the star of his show gone and an unwanted pregnancy in his hands, he reveals another masterplan for the world.

Christoff draws another contract in his mind. The unborn baby will be Trumans successor, and will be the star of the next ultimate reality show. This time, nothing will go wrong, he will make sure of that. And with that in mind, Meryl agrees for what Christoff has planned and reaches over for her bag. She pulls out a Mococoa Drink, places it next to her stomach and says “Mococoa Drink. The best drink for moments like these.”